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Depression Awareness: Pass It OnWhat is Depression? The scientific definition would be something along the lines of: a mood disorder that makes one prone to self destructive behaviour and being permanently in a state of sadness. But the definition I find that better suits the disorder would be, in a vague and summerized sense; loosing yourself in sadness, loosing your way in life, hating everything around you, hating life, feeling unfit to carry on with your life and not wanting to. It makes you prone also to sad and angry thoughts, feelings of hoplessness and lonliness as well as self-distructive behaviour and suicidal tendencies. Those who experience depression won't slee

hearts made from shattered glassI won't.

I don't want to break him,
If I touch him,
he might
shatter.
It already hurts to feel towards others,

but to fake it would just be cruel.

The truth is that I'm unsure,
I was on the floor,
broken
and
shattered,
scattered.
I had just finally picked up the pieces that weren't
lost.

I can't risk it,
I can't do the same.
He just makes it so hard when you find yourself drowning
in his ocean wave stares and

Please don't forgeti tell myself i should hate you, that i would be better off that way
but no matter how many times i think it's worth it, that maybe i could get through the day. i wonder why i love you when all you bring me is pain, why it is i think of you just to make the bad feelings go away. you shouldn't be the thing that holds me together but you are, what can i do to make you see just how much you mean to me? because your head may be here but your heart is so far. i would rather live this way forever than just to forget what it was like to be in your arms and not to give a shit. so hear the cry of this broken soul i am asking you please, never forget

Still Picking up the Pieces LyricsHonestly I miss you
More than I can say
And darling it's getting harder to pretend,
Every day, I miss you, Just wanna see your smile
It's been too long since you've been home
Could you maybe stop on by?

The day you left my heart broke into pieces
By nightfall I was already bleeding out
The day you left I thought I wouldn't make it
God only knows how I'm standing now

You were my everything,
Nothing could have meant more
You took my heart threw it through glass
Maybe I'm shattered, But I'll keep waiting by the door

And I need to stop my rhyming sense
These metaphors you won't comprehend
Always double backing what I say
Cause I'

My SandwichHow could you do this to me?
After all we've been through
Are you serious about this?
Is what you are saying true

No matter what you say
I don't believe you
The day will come
When I will get what I am due

I will get what I want
From that skanky bitch
On a silver platter
She will bring me my sandwich

What a Shamewhat a shame
that you're everything
i could ever want
in the wrong package
you could make my heart beat fast,
i'm just not what you want
what a shame

Hurting Mei miss most
your smile
your eyes
your lies when i believed them
what hurts the most
the way you think i'll forgive you
how you act like you did nothing wrong
isn't life just a breeze for you?
you never get hurt because
you never get attached
you "love" us then throw us out like a bloody tissue . .
not that you would have any of those,
not that you would know what it's like to cry 'till your eyes are bloodshot
not that you would know what it's like to bleed just to know you can still feel
i feel like everything with you was a lie
and i'm left here bleeding
my body hurts
my heart aches
i don't want yo

Curse of CharmTrapped in the crystal ball of your lies
I'm locked in your spell
Everything's too surreal here inside

I don't know how I could ever go back
To the life when I didn't know you
Or when you didn't hold my voodoo's hand

Mirror, MirrorMirror, mirror, on the wall,
Who is the strangest of them all?
I think I'm the one; I was made all wrong:
My eyes drip when I'm sad, my skin's not too strong.

Mirror, mirror, above my bed,
Is it true normal people don't fall on their head?
Is true that if they stutter when they speak
It's simply a setback and not called weak?

Mirror, mirror, my insides aren't right,
My bone broke in two, my eyes hurt in the light,
My lip burst apart when I bit it too hard,
My arm started bleeding when I fell on a shard.

Mirror, mirror, so what do I do?
I bleed when I'm cut, is that normal to do?
Am I some strange breed whose bones can break?
W

perish.

Recollect the thoughts
for the paralyzed minds lost
to the imagined dilemmas
given by the hands from the devil.

though i get lonely
s l o w l y .

make no sound
lie awake sleeping
quietly loud while
the rest are nosily silent

imagined dangers creep
but its all an illusion
distorted reality is all
as the world spins

or perhaps the world
was left in the dark, to decay
rot in its own despair

darkness

cannot
exist
without
the
absence
of
light.

I'd like to set the world
ablaze, to perish in its
futile flames forever.

maybe then, there will
light to illuminate the
crimes gone unnoticed.

☺☻☺

Words And Lies

Words on paper, their meanings long gone
Friends and fakers, the difference is none
Promises drowned out, neglected, and rotten
With the sheer stench of lies, it seems I've forgotten
How to gain someone's trust
Or is it just them?
I could never guess with this incessant mayhem
Betrayed, paranoid, and insecure
Everyone's fighting in this nightmarish war

Will a winner emerge?
Only time will tell
But right now everything seems headed straight to hell
I guess that's why they say
"Think before you speak"
'Cause once the damage is done
Our bonds become weak
Everyone's an enemy, a target, if you will
Distrust is something that's bec

Dreamer's Suicidal TemptationsWhy does it always have to end up like this? Why can I never actually be happy? Happy and actually being the keywords here. I just want to live my own fairy tale with magic and rainbows and unicorns and glitter,is that too much to ask? Just for once, something not temporary, something I can hold on to. But no, my prayers are never answered. Are they? Don't know, we're all predictable, we're all a tease, we're all disposable. No, I'm living another shade of nightmares, a lighter tone, a happier shade, but a nightmare no less.

"Why can't you just deal?" he yelled, pinning me to the wall.
"What if I don't want to?" I shakily replied, a burnin

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by =maskqueraide, Sep 19, 2011, 7:26:55 AM
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This tool of distortion used to corrupt the perceptions of reality Comforted behind unknown barriers. The world as I see through clear lens has messed my senses. My obsession with capturing unsought beauty has seized me though, frustrated with unwanted outcome. An image captured for my collection of silly things for me to ponder upon Behind the camera I feel safe, never want to be the subject of its eye.

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_{well .

I would use the term "photographer" for me pretty loosely. Since I am nowhere near in hell close to where I want to be with my photographs. It's hard sometimes, and I am never content with what I have taken simply because it was not what I wanted ...

Maybe in the future, I can do better.

I aim to.
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Photo / model is me ..
thank you for looking.

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~Den12 Oct 2, 2011

I like your photos. Keep working and to me, the messup photos should be closely looked at sometimes it looks better than anything I could have intentionaly taken. God works in wonderful ways when things don't turn out exactly how we wanted, or even expected. Love you.

=maskqueraide Nov 22, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

_{Ah, you're words are so kind m'dear ~ Thank you so much <33 I will try really hard to get better or find some sort of inspiration, even if it is something simple (for now)}

~Den12 Nov 23, 2011

You're doing awesome, love you much. God loves you more than I ever could, This song I'm [link] ing goes on to talk about something similar to what we've been talking about. Life is not always how we plan it, but even though it hurts, God really let's it happen for a reason, in some ways it seems like you wish something painful hadn't happened, yet so much good comes of it that you wouldn't dare wish it hadn't happened. Know what I mean? "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." ~Romans 8:28

~drawlian Sep 27, 2011 Hobbyist Filmographer

awkakwkak thats you ?

=maskqueraide Nov 22, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

_{haha yeh ^^}

~nasaiya-inamae Sep 22, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

There will always be something that you want to improve on; it's the plight of the artist.

However.

I think you are doing wonderfully, and I feel like I've seen growth in your work since I started watching you. So perhaps you feel unsatisfied, which is natural for any artist, but I can tell you that I'm still amazed whenever I see your pieces.

=maskqueraide Nov 22, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

_{Ah a lot of what you said is true...

Thanks so much m'dear ~~ I really appreciate all the comments and such you've made so far <33 I don't forget it ~ <333}

~nasaiya-inamae Nov 25, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

You're very welcome! I'm glad to be of some support for such an awesome artist such as yourself~

=maskqueraide Nov 25, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

_{Ah you flatter me too much OTL}

~nasaiya-inamae Nov 26, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

Oh I do not!

You deserve it!

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