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Hello ~

Quite some time has passed, in fact, a bit longer than I had initially anticipated. I hope you're doing alright, as I have managed somehow over the years. 

Undoubtedly, the messages I received during my absence were touching. I suppose that is why I deeply contemplated on returning despite my departure being an utmost unprecedented occurrence...Anyhow, it's not important to dwell on misfortunes. 

And, how, if I may ask after so long, are you?


I am not a Sir..

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 31, 2011, 9:16 AM
Not something important or special, but...
I guess I wanted to share with you my chat I had with an Amazon chat person regarding all my amazon issues.. :"D
I will show you a Screen Shot of the conversation part...I added my comments in RED. so you can see ...

I didn't realize my name was...Masculine? O_O

BTW, I'm still talking to him now. Poor guy, bombarded with all my questions...

Cheers.'s last day of 2011.... lol.

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  • Watching: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
  • Eating: grapes
  • Drinking: Water


Journal Entry: Fri Dec 23, 2011, 4:37 PM
phobia [foh-bee-uh]
『a persistent, irrational fear of a specific object, activity, or situation that leads to a compelling desire to avoid it.
- from the Greek: φόβος, Phóbos, meaning "fear" or "morbid fear"』

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What are your phobias? If you have any....maybe we all have one (or some)  but are afraid to be judged by others..

Journal CSS By dot-Silver
  • Listening to: Guriri
  • Watching: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
  • Eating: Blackberries
  • Drinking: Water

I hope 2012 is better

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 23, 2011, 1:50 PM

new year's eve 2008: this was the worst year ever, i hope 2009 is better

new year's eve 2009: this was the worst year ever, i hope 2010 is better

new year's eve 2010: this was the worst year ever, i hope 2011 is better

new year's eve 2011: this was the worst year ever, i hope 2012 is better

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  • Listening to: deathgaze


Journal Entry: Mon Dec 12, 2011, 9:42 AM
What are you obsessed with... if I may have the permission to ask.

I guess something about this later ~~ It's a surprise maybe...if I can get it done :dead: Just wanna know your thoughts ♥~

Hmm, today is...Monday... T^T

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. last romance . by maskqueraide

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Facebook* |  Blog   | Ask me anything

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  • Listening to: deathgaze

what turns you on...

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 11, 2011, 9:09 AM
Weird questions....

Maybe most people may have the same response. Well, I dunno what "turns" me on, so I don't have any answer (:

Also, I made a new FaceBook page, but it's pretty much barren. I made it today :dummy: Add me if you want. Link:…



. sakura . by maskqueraide

I really don't want winter to come btw...


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If art was sin..

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 5, 2011, 10:23 AM
.....what would you do....

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Hair cut suggestions?

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 26, 2011, 7:56 AM
Hallo (:

Sorry to bother, but....I wanted to ask something if anyone had a moment to spare. Well, does anyone know of any good short/medium hair styles/cuts? I'm thinking of a slightly above my shoulders length, but with something interesting, if that makes sense x_x

I guess I'm asking because I never really had short/medium hair too much, but this time, I want something with a good style to it. Nothing that needs hair curling/iron. Maybe hair gel is ok? Yeh, I'm so inexperienced in this stuff....

Hmm, so currently, my hair looks like this:

Right, so any suggestions? ^o^  And I know this isn't a great pic, but I don't take pics of myself often. This one is most current x_x

Sorry, just, I have no clue x_x And maybe some of you are good with hair and stuff. I never really was....

Thank you for you time !


Journal CSS By dot-Silver
  • Listening to: lynch
  • Watching: Lovely complex
  • Eating: yogurt
  • Drinking: honey water

Tips on Learning English?

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 8, 2011, 9:44 AM
Hallo ~

How is everyone? Hope you're doing fine.

Anyway, I have a question for you. Do you have any good tips that helped you to learn the English language? I'm talking about if you are learning English as a second language. What are some things that you did to help you?

Where there certain tricks that helped you? Or what are some things that you did? Where did you start?

If you have any suggestions/tips, I'd appreciate it a lot!

I'm asking on behalf of my dear friend~ I'm trying to help her out because she's frustrated. At first, when I meet her, I would talk to her and she would just look at me. But I just kept talking...haha, later I found out that whatever I said she didn't really understand. But, now, she gets what I'm saying most of the time. Sometimes we have to use hand signals...haha, kinda cute. But, anyway, if there is something that helped you or something that you did to help another learn, then I'd love to hear it ♥

-M :heart:

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Journal Entry: Tue Sep 27, 2011, 2:48 PM
... Jump in the air, no?
hahaha. :""DDDD

Look at this photo please :heart:

. deja vu by Lord-Kevinz

Damn, so good right? :>

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Favorite Disney Movies ~

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 16, 2011, 6:55 AM
Hallo ~~

So, do you guys have any favorite Disney movies? :> I love Disney  ~ haha, I know it's for kids, but

I think I am a kid at heart ♥

Not just Disney, but I love Pixar too *-*

I think it's funny how Disney/Pixar movies always get higher ratings than other movies :"D ~<3

Oh, and I would like to add that Disney likes to sugarcoat everything... hhaahahah XD

Anyway, here is a photo that I really like that my Aunt took ♥

Nala, stop biting Simba O_o by maskqueraide

They really remind me of Simba and Nala O_o


oh this vid is funny ~~

Well, take care ~~

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Journal Entry: Wed Sep 7, 2011, 9:41 AM
Hallo ~

How is everyone? I hope all is well...

Anyway, what are your thoughts on getting older ?  OTL  Haha, I guess it's something I don't like to think too much about... O_o I always wonder though, what I will look like and what I will be doing when I reach my 30s and 40s...50s...etc etc :"D

Well, my thoughts on the matter (actually, just half of my thoughts....) :

I think of myself of having the heart of a juvenile in a deteriorating body placed in an accelerated time dimension...

Anyhow, do you guys know Justin Chon? :XD: Or maybe you will better know him as 'the asian guy on Twilight " ? haha. He's 30 years old, but can you believe he acts ... so....young xDD He doesn't even look 30..

Amazing :"D

ps. sorry for the unreplied comments, I will get to them OTL

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Your Summer Plans?

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 9, 2011, 9:39 AM
Hallo ~

Damn, why is this Summer so hot :dead:

Anyway, did anyone have interesting summer plans, or did something noteworthy? :3

I had plans, sorta, but I can't do them now xD

+ Dirty Plague + by maskqueraide


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  • Listening to: Built Like That -
  • Playing: Hitman:BloodMoney
  • Eating: Can't
  • Drinking: Can't


Tue Jul 26, 2011, 1:30 PM

Hallo ~

It's been a long time, but I hope everyone is doing ok~ I was out of town for a bit, with no internet connection -.-

Then, I got really sick when coming back home ^^""

I will reply to the comments and such in due time OTL Forgive me...

Anyway, I had been meaning to do this feature for the winners from our group :iconoperation-reiki: ... Sorry that it is late T^T

Great job on the entries ~

1st Placers


. Find hope . by Amelion

:star: :star: :star:

. Happy Valentines Day . by Amelion . Newborn . by Amelion . Lu'cie . by Amelion .Commission 08 - Sweet winter. by Amelion .Night dance. by Amelion . Hollow soul . by Amelion . Yoshitaka Amelion . by Amelion


sakura by sepraven

:star: :star: :star:

:thumb215710162: jelly by sepraven fallen star by sepraven :thumb188301124::thumb189588447: :thumb207200965: :thumb187670899:

2nd Placer


Our Art, Their Lives by Ueda-Maku

:star: :star: :star:

BRSmikuFin by Ueda-Maku Bad Apple by Ueda-Maku BRS3 by Ueda-Maku Happy Birthday GUMI by Ueda-MakuBRS4 v2 by Ueda-Maku

3rd Placer


:star: :star: :star:

Comm: Sealiah by kumalein Victoria by kumalein  Project 365: Bloody Mary by kumalein


  • Listening to: Muse

Which Pokemon are you?

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 29, 2011, 10:46 AM
Hallo ~

Ok, so in last journal I asked you what animal would best describe you. And now, I am wondering which Pokemon would portray who you are :meow:

I think many of you know what Pokemon is (it's not ending ^^" ), but if not, google for a 'what pokemon are you' test x_x

I'm not really aware of all the Pokemon in existent (seems like they just create more every time...) so I took the test and got:


Though I disagree xD



Journal CSS By dot-Silver
  • Watching: Avatar the Last Air Bender (reruns)
  • Eating: Fries
  • Drinking: H2o

Animal that describes you?

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 26, 2011, 6:25 AM
Hallo ~~
So, I was wondering if there were any animals in particular that you feel could describe you. I know it might sound like a weird question, but I think there are lots of animals that have distinct and very prominent characteristics... xD

I love butterflies ~

ready.set.go by maskqueraide



Also, my first DD :love:

r a d i a n c e by maskqueraide

Thanks so much ~ <3 ♥ I didn't really expect it at all O_O



ps. i will get to all the comments and such soon . I am trying to get back to them all, but don't worry, I read them <3

~ :heart: ~

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  • Listening to: Do it in the AM - FrankMusiK
  • Watching: FNS
  • Eating: Cake
  • Drinking: Milk

If your life span was shorter...

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 25, 2011, 10:00 AM
If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?

Your thoughts?

ps. why is dA being so damn glitchy lately? so many weird things happening..

down this way. by maskqueraide

Journal CSS By dot-Silver
  • Listening to: Delinquents.
  • Watching: FNS
  • Eating: Blueberries
  • Drinking: Water

10 things about You

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 24, 2011, 10:14 AM
10 random things about you ?

My list [not in any order...]

1. I am motivated by my incompetence.
2. Cyber Punk / Apocalyptic worlds interest me ;3
3. I love the colours black, red, and white.
4. Always, I must close / lock the doors of the rooms I am in. Idk why...
5. I weigh 43 kg (93 lb)  
6. I'd like to go to a place where no one knows me...
7. I always have a list / schedule of things I need to do, but I never follow them. It just gives me a sense of direction.
8. I got into photography because of dA some years ago...and before I got my first camera, I never took photos before that O_o
9. Spicy food is a no for me...
:star:10. I want to go to Thailand ~<3 and i love thai food so much ~

Tagged by jo3harrypotter ~

So, I tag you and you can write below.

ps. i am trying to get to all comments asap OTL



poison. by maskqueraide


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  • Listening to: Es ist Schwer
  • Eating: Raspberry tart | Mango
  • Drinking: Milk

Age and Talent are related?

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 23, 2011, 10:11 AM
Hallo ~

Do you think that there is a correlation between age and how talented you are? I seen so many talented young people and it leaves me in awe XD So maybe age doesn't matter? Or to an extent?

Anyway...your thoughts?


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  • Listening to: Girugamesh - Alive